Listen To Chris Brown’s New Single ‘How I Feel’ [AUDIO]

March 9, 2012 4:29 pm

It has been a long and heavy three years for Chris Brown and he gets all his feelings off of his chest in the new single “How I Feel.”

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This slower song addresses the ups and downs of Breezy’s life for the past three years. He talks of both his personal and professional problems, about witnessing his mother being abused, how fame is his blessing as well as his burden, and of course the infamous night that occurred three years ago involving then-girlfriend Rihanna.

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“Nineteen a n***a went through a tragedy/ Three years, a n***a just for a better me/ Yeah, you might find another lover, but you always started with Breezy like the letter B,” he sings.  The lyrics of this song demand close attention.


Chris Brown – How I Feel from Mechanical Dummy on Vimeo.


Yeah. Its how I feel (how I feel)
Right. Its only me right

I was 15, a Virginia n**** with ambition
Young but I envisioned f****** them bad b******
Live my life with no regrets
I try to show respect but you don’t give it
I guess you don’t understand winning
It might take me a lifetime to take it back
And it might take you a lifetime to know the facts
Yeah, just cuz we different don’t mean we distant
And if you kill a man ain’t no way to bring him back
Yeah, they say it’s mind over matter
But what we livin’ for, what really matters
Some n***** with silver spoons on a sliver platter
And other n***** is doomed just for disaster

All alone sleepin’ in my bedroom
As I wet the sheets momma gon’ be dead soon
Cuz a man beat her
But he don’t realize
She important to this family like a f***** heirloom
Yeah, a n**** still found his way out
A record deal came, that n**** played out
My momma livin good, she takin’ days out
And sayin’ boy all that hard work paid out
500 racks for an hour show
But ain’t gon ever do no 60 minute interview
Cuz all you wanna do is twist my words up
And all I wanna do is flip my birds up

Kinda tipsy off that red rum murder
I’m a singin’ a** n*** know you heard of me
Every day my clique stuntin’
N***** talkin’ down but I’mma make them pick they words up
I done said all I had to say what else
C*** suckers low blowin’ under my belt
Yeah they hangin’ from the tip
They tryna’ get a sip
Don’t let them get a grip I’m pissin’ on them myself

19 a n**** went through a tragedy
3 years a n**** just found a better me
Yeah you might find another lover but you always started with Breezy like the letter “B”
Nightmares feelin’ haunted
Thinkin’ do I really like this star s***?
Because fame ain’t freedom
And this diamond chain only mean they hold you hostage
Now I got a lot of offers
Tellin’ me that they closin’ and wanna be my sponsor
When a n**** fall off again they be like “off him”
And then they gonna smile up in your face just like “awesome”
Great, wait, police and a thug cannot relate
I guess that’s why this war on drugs is the debate
So I’mma keep on livin’ my life from day to day
Learn from my mistakes

VIA: Rap Up


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